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I sleep alone I cry alone I don't want to die alone Please come home soon Come home soon I watch him leave Tears stinging my eyes I watch him go I say good bye My heart aches My eyes cry I watch him go I say good bye We drive home Silent and still I look out the window And stare at the runway From where the plane took off To take him away My father was a Navy Man Gone at sea when I was born Then again when I was two Then again when I was four And so many more times as I got older But no matter how many times he went away, The pain stayed the same. You'd never believe the nightmares, You'll never know the pain I sleep alone I cry alone I don't want to die alone Please come home soon Come home soon' I've waken up in tears Calling out for you I've cried a hundred tears in worry and in pain And somehow you must've known Somehow you must've heard Because you always came home Home again, safe and sound But only to leave again After what seemed like just a minute But must've been years I push the memories from my mind As Mom and I sit down For another almost-silent meal Somehow I've learned to laugh again Sometimes. But sometimes I'm still consumed by the sadness, the pain Sometimes I wished I was numb Numb to everything But then something makes me smile Something makes me laugh And I decide that maybe Just maybe I can go on Maybe I can survive I can. I will. I love you. |